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Sun, 24 Jul 2005 07:59:52 GMT

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WOOWOOWOO

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 17:53:59 GMT

Guess who just got a bid to be part of the DELTA PLEDGE CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayyayayyayayayayayayayayayayayayyaayyayayay
in case you couldnt tell i am sososoosososososososososo excited!!
:-D

mkay

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 15:48:54 GMT

wow...so i havent updated this thing since september...
ya miss me??
yeah thats what i thought

so shan and i came to the conclusion that february is going to be a horribly horrid month.
but what r ya gonna do...

hangin out with kris tonight...have no idea what we are doing...we will figure somethin out...we always do ;-)

no valentine this year...i dont even have my shannon...
valentines day is a miserable miserable commercial concoction.

about half of my friends went away for school and out of those people i only keep in touch with about 3 of them.

and i hate myself for it.

blech

time to go...

holy frustration

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 01:47:39 GMT

so i am really pissed right now...
my parents are so fucking annoying...

like today has just been a bad day in general:

-its raining out.
-i had to go to the hell-hole that is sears...
-have major cramps
-along wIth major cramps comes major mood swings
-and i really miss shannon...
- and let me just tell u how shitty it is when half of your friends go away to school...and i mean i still have amazing friends who are here on the island & im makin lots of friends in college..BUT its just not the same

like val's just goin to post..but i never see her becuz of her busy schedule.

and i miss rich and his random ideas as well as our spontaneous outings

and i miss jax and our "girls night in" nights

and i miss shannon sososo much. i hate that i can't see her when i want to, and i hate not being able to hang out with her. if there is one person who truely undestands me its her.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so everything that i mentioned did not help my mood
and is sill not helping my mood as i sit here, wallowing in self pity

so after work i met my mom and mike at applebees
after we ate they were going to take a ride to the new house and i was going home to do some reading 4 school. so i asked my ma to rent me a movie for later on tonight (aka about now)
and she came home with a dvd...so i was like yay!
so i go upstairs to get in my pjs n stuff and when i come back down...they are watching the movie.
so i was like what the fuck!
and they were like "come watch it with us"

((keep in mind-my mom rented "the real cancun" which is basically about sex and alcohl...she didnt know this whe she rented it for me...so much for reading the back cover))

so i was like um...no...i was plannin on watching a movie since this morning so in all technicality i should get all rights to the tv and dvd player (we ony have one dvd thingy in the house)
so they were like "well we were plannin on watching a movie too"
and they just happened to rent another move.
so now they are watching their movie and i am up here letting out my teenage angst...
so not fair!!!!

uuggghhhh
i can never win

i'm gonna shut up now

are you a mexi-CAN or a mexi-CAN'T?

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 20:07:05 GMT

i heart Johnny Depp, Leonardo Dicaprio * Conan O'Brien
i heart shannon
i heart sappy unrealistic romantic movies that always leave me in tears.
i heart going to class and getting out 20 minutes early
i heart blasting loser-friendly tunes in my car
i heart boys named luke who are in my acting class and who smell good and sport a faux-hawk *sigh* what more could a girl ask for?

i my friends am a LOSER!!!!!!! :-D

but anyway i was going through my cd collection and i found a bunch of cds that i havent listened to in years!
ex: Offspring, Pokemon the movie soundtrack, The original "NOW", Newkids on the block christmas album...

i definitely brought them into my car and played my fav old skool joints on the way to and from school today. woowoo
imagine the looks that i got from the other cars...

I do not heart sears...
blech i have work 5-9
no one ever comes shopping on friday nights!
oh well...:-(

i wanna do something after i get off work so hit up my cell if u would enjoy spending your evening with the likes of me.

"I've always believed, in my heart of hearts, that it would be a better show if, when I crossed over to the desk, the band kept playing for an hour and I danced in a cage." ~Conan

wanna be a baller...

Tue, 16 Sep 2003 03:53:02 GMT

so had a rehearsal for the take-one festival thing yesterday, holla!

i saw "once upon a time in mexico" with tammy n val on saturday nite...johnny depp was really funny (and hott)...the movie was just a little too violent...and omg there is this one scene in which something HoRrIbLe happens to johnny and i started to CRY and tammy and val decide to laugh at me!!
the nerve!!!

Why i love jess murphy:
i am telling a couple of people about the scene that made me cry and i'm getting all emotional and i look over at jess and see tears start to well up in her eyes...and she's like "that is so horrible!" while everyone else was like "yeah whatever" and i'm just like "jess...i love you" hehe

but yeah...had work from 10:15-2:30...then had class from 3:10-4:35 then got home around 5...schlept around for 2 hours...went to youth group from 7:30-9:00 ((saw my baby boy *Steve Grammarossa*)) came home watched the conan 10th anniversary special (conan kicks ass) and watched the last episode of road rules (jackie!!) and now here i am...i SHOULD be sleeping...but eh whateva.
NOt that this is vital information that im giving u...but for some reason i felt the need to recount my day...

i would really like to get hold of the person who invented pop-up ads for the computer because quite frankly i would like to beat them :-)

i stole this from shananons profile because it is really cool!
(and she can't do anything about it cuz she is a million miles away because she decided to go to a stupid school named oswego and leave me behind!!)
so there! i'm not even going to say thank you!

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.

cool right? ok...maybe it's just me...
ANYWAY

i am gonna go hit the sack... although technically when i go to bed i generally lie down on a mattress rather then "hitting the sack" ...damn those americans and all their metaphors!

xoxo

Someday i'll fly...

Fri, 12 Sep 2003 01:37:05 GMT

So haven't updated in a while...
i am missin my shannon like WHOA! hehe

so i'm a college girl now!! woowoo
All of my classes are going well and i made some new friends :-)
i am takin:

Freshman Seminar: hopefully it will be an easy A *crosses fingers* my laura is in class with me!

American Heritage: awesome teacher...cool people...and i actually like the class...i kinda like learning about history. ((self-proclaimed nerd))

Speech Communication- it's really a public speaking class...its pretty cool...the teacher likes me :-) i think its because i don't mind speaking...publicly.

Math- ok my teacher moved from like japan 8 years ago and has the thickest accent ever! but besides that i made a lil group of friends in that class!

Acting- unfortunately i hafta start at the beginning and build myself up again...so this class that i am taking is almost exactly like a class i took in 10th grade...but oh well...it's a lot of fun...

**********************************************************************

i chatted with my mike today...he is partying it up at NYU :-(
Fencer529: So do ya miss me?
Auto response from XPoof13x: Trippin' the light fantastick...
or maybe just cleanin up my room... :-)
call me! 495.3289
i miss my shannon!!!!!!!!!!
XPoof13x: I MISS UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Fencer529: yeah
XPoof13x: :-D
Fencer529: i miss u too
XPoof13x: how are your classes
Fencer529: ehhh
Fencer529: i got a test tommoro
XPoof13x: yikes! already?
Fencer529: i know
Fencer529: its on a whole bunch of shit that i'm gonna fail
Fencer529: my prof even said that
XPoof13x: u wont fail
Fencer529: no i prob will
Fencer529: the ques are gonna be like who said this to who
Fencer529: how am i sposed to remember when we are readin like 80 books
XPoof13x: i have faith in you...you will do wonderfully!!!!!
XPoof13x: and if not...then theres always next time...
Fencer529: true
Fencer529: thansk
Fencer529: u make me feel all gushy inside
XPoof13x: :-D
Fencer529: so when u coming to visit
XPoof13x: soon!
XPoof13x: my birthday is in a month!
Fencer529: omg
Fencer529: what shall i give u
Fencer529: ohh how bout sum safer sex supplies
XPoof13x: sounds good!
Fencer529: or a whip
Fencer529: ?
XPoof13x: or both...
XPoof13x: lol
Fencer529: tru
hehe i miss my miguel!

************************************************************************

yeah so interesting sears related story
about 3 months ago my friend nicole had sex with a guy named demetri who works in the tools section.
now her friend matt has a thing for nicole but he wants to know more about nicole and demetris hook up.
so he goes under his friends screen name and guess what the girls name is..oh yeah It's Rhiannon ( she's a soph at commack)
so matt ims demetri under this girls screen name and demetri thinks that it is me.
so to make a long story short...demetri apparently likes me and wants to have sex with me...
so i read the convo last night and i was like buggin out! i was like: I knew it!!! lol (believe me...i will not be doing anything with demetri)
But its like a 10 page convo...if your interested i will show it to ya...
wow he mustve been embarassed when nicole told him that it wasnt me!
ha! serves him right! thinkin he could have me...ppsshhht!

sorry to make this such a Kevin kelly entry...hehe (i lub ya kev)

so i'm doing joseph at take-one! yay for that :-)

uummm i think thats about it for now...

Ps. JAX
congrats with being casted in tournament!
i can't wait to see ya in it!
you are going to have a blast!

oh man i miss high school...

*sorry for the moment of nostalgia*

xoxo i'm out!

hm

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 04:51:47 GMT

obsessive-compulsive liars
Circle I Limbo

ignorant people (aka sears customers)
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

homophobics
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

smelly people
Circle IV Rolling Weights

people who talk to much and never make a point, carson daly
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

sox (bill clintons cat), newt gingrich
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

britney spears
Circle VII Burning Sands

girls who don't act themselves when in front of boys
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

mexicans who shop at sears
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

lizards in mars!

Wed, 20 Aug 2003 05:50:23 GMT

wow...so after work today i picked up val because we made plans to hang out with this kid named jay. so we meet him at the borders parking lot in commack. so i pull up and jay and his friend (i forgot his name) came out...so we just chill in the parking lot for a little bit.

then their friend jessica calls. so she comes by with her friend cat. at first i didnt think i was going to like the girls...but they were awesome. so we hung out there for a little bit until jays friend gets a call telling us to go in the back parking lot of target...

so we get there and tere were like 20 guys hangin out...just standin around in a circle and talkin. So reluctantly i got out of the car and stood around with val, jess and cat.

eventually we joined the circle and there was one guy who was talking while everybody was listening to me...now jay came over and told us that this kid has been in a mental hospital so hes a little looney. so the guy was talking about how there are extraterrestrials all around and that the governtment is keeping important stuff from us. he said that the aliens like morph into humans and they are plotting our demise. he went on and on about it. Then he said that hitler and stalin were hand puppets that were controlled by demons...and then he told us how to summon up a demon... like he honestly believed it and was extremely passionate about it. i had to keep on turning around cuz it was so ridiculous that i found it funny. so then he proposed a plan to everyone who was there. he said "when you go home tonight...dont go to sleep...i know i'm not going to...just fight the pussy inside of you that is tired...and stay up. tomorrow we will meet at vets highway and form a line and walk to the city. that way we will get the attention we deserve and the extra terrestrials wont harm us because they will know that we believe" then everyone was like "oh man i got work tomorrow" lol so then he was like..."fine...we meet back here is 24 hours and we march" oh man... Then he siad that he came from mars and he knows this because he doesnt tan. then he proceeds to show us his stomach. So then jay was like "yo man...you live down the street from me...what are you talkin bout...you come from commack"

it was really interesting...i felt really bad for him...like he really needs therapy and medication. From what i saw and heard he has the capability of forming a cult...if he found people who were gullible and insecure...he could definitely stars one. it was really odd...then he left to go play his guitar and write songs that he would never play for us because we are so tainted by the music on the radio that we wouldnt be able to handle the beauty of his music. Thankfully no one took him seriously

interesting night...to say the least

bored

Tue, 19 Aug 2003 04:15:37 GMT

1.If you woke up tomorrow morning and you were the opposite gender, what would be the first thing you'd do, and how would you spend the day? honestly...i would probably spend some time alone if ya know what i mean *winkwink*

2.If you could travel back in time and visit or be a part of any era of time at all,what era would it be,and why? the 6o's cuz everything was GrOoVy!!!

3.If a tv producer approached you,and told you that you could write a tv show,what would your tv show be about,and who would star in it?: it would be a behind the scenes exclusiver series where i would go and interview celebrities and i would get to attend award ceremonies and such. That would be mad cool.

4.If you could be invisible for a whole day,what would you do?: definitely spy on people

5.Imagine if you only had one meal left,and you could after that,never eat again.What foods would you want to eat,if you knew it would be your last time that you could eat them?: chicken, pizza, pasta and a peanut butter and banana sandwich!

6.If you could completely get rid of one fashion trend that you personally don't like,what would it be?: baggy clothe...its unonimous

7.If you could dye your hair ANY colour,would colour would you choose?: maybe a dark red

8.If you could look like any celebrity,who would choose and why?: catherine zeta jones

9.If you could spend one hour with ANYONE,(alive,or dead) who would it be,and why?: Johnny depp *sigh*

10.If you won a million dollars in the lottery,what would you do with the money?: igve a bunch to charity, buy ny dad a new house as well as a new car, take my mom and mike shopping, then spend the rest on me! :-)

11.If you could take someones place in any movie,who would you like to be?: satine in moulin rouge

12.If you were offered an all-expenses paid two week vacation to Disneyland with all your friends,or a life time supply of chocolate,which would you choose?: Disneyland!

13.If world war 3 started,and nuclear bombs were being dropped in your country,what would be your first reaction?: i would probably cry

14.If you were at the beach,and you saw a tidal wave coming,what would you do?: be paralyzed with fear

15.If you could tell one person ANYTHING,what would it be,and who would it be?: not a clue

16.Would you rather have a McDonalds restaurant in your house,or a Subway store?: subway...more of a selection

17.If you could visit one place in the world,where would you visit?: Italy (woowoo)

18.If you were given 5,000 spending money,and could travel to any shopping destination in the world,where would you choose?: Beveryly hills

19.If you saw your favourite celebrity in the street,what would be your first reaction?: my heart would probably skip a beat and when it resumed to beating again it would be racing...after that whole shpiel i would go over to them and talk to them.

20.If you could change your first name to anything you wanted,what would you change it to?:NOTHING i love my name!

21.If you had a choice of being either really rich,but unattractive,or poor and drop dead gorgeous,which would you choose?: beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

23.Whats one feature of your appearance that you absolutely like?: my smile...everyone tells me that i am ver photogenic

24.If you were told today that you had only a month to live,what would be all the things you would do,or say before you died?: experience everything that i have never experienced

25.If you could change any part of your appearance,what would it be?: definitely to lose weight

26.If you had your own line of cosmetics,what would you call it,and what kind of products would you make?: SHAZAM!! it would be all glitter and bright colors!

27.If you had your own line of underwear,how would you design it?: they would have celebrities printed on them

28.If you could completely destroy one place in the world (country,building,whatever) what would it be?: terrorist countries

29.If you had the choice of either having a huge rollercoaster in your backyard,or a private movie theatre in your house,which would you choose?: THe movie theatre!

30.If you could invite any celebrities to a party you were hosting,who would they be?: Johnny depp (it would be a private party ;-))

31.If you were allowed to have ANY kind of animal you wanted,what would it be?: a kangaroo

32.If you could get cosmetic surgery and could only get one procedure done,what would choose? to remove the scar on my chest

33.If someone you didn't find really attractive, but was really nice,and lavished expensive gifts on their girlfriends asked you out,would you turn them down?: going out with someone solely for their looks is absolutely superficial

34.If you could have one super power,what would it be?: read minds

35.If you could be any kind of toy,what toy would you be?: hehe *wink*

36.If you could be either a)Tara Reid b)Shannon Elizabeth c)Jennifer Love Hewitt who would you most like to be?: tara reid

37.If you could have ANY celebritie's wardrobe,who would you choose?: j-lo

38.If you could make any kind of movie,what would your movie be about,and who would ask to star in it?: i would make a movie that would make the audience laugh, and cry and really feel for the characters.

39.If you could be in any music video of your choice,what would it be?: any eminem video (so hott)

40.If a genie appeared to you and gave you three wishes,what would you ask for?: world peace, true love, endless happiness

41.If you could commit any crime,and totally get away with it,what would you do?:

42.Would you rather go to school from

a)12:00pm to 6:00pm

b)4:00pm to 10:00pm

c)10:00am to 4:00am

d) 6:00am to 12:00pm

What would it be?: c. so then i could sleep!

43. If you could design your own line of clothing,how would you design it: urban/dressy

44.If you had the choice of the worlds best mobile phone,or a 90 minute shopping spree in your favourite store,what would you choose?: The 90 minute shopping spree!!!!!!!

45.If you could get any tattoo,or any piercing of your choice without any limitations,what would you get?: well im getting my nose pierced when i turn 18..so all thats left is a tatoo

46.If you were on a desert island with one person only,who would that person be?: johnny depp (ya know...he escaped a desert island my tying seaturtles together using only the hair from his back!!)

47.If you were able swap lives with ANYONE,who would you swap with?: vanessa paradis

48.If you could live anywhere in the world,where would you live?: new york

49.What concert would you most like to go to?: eminem

50.If you could ask the following people only one question,what would it be?:

a)Micheal Jackson: what does it feel like to the the king of pop?

b) Britney Spears: why are you such an untalented slut?

c) President Bush: can u spell mississippi for me?

d) The Pope: how have you remained celibate for all these years?!?

e) Brad Pitt: How did you and jennifer meet?

f) Kermit the Frog: whats goin on between you and miss piggy?

g) Eminem: can i marry you?????

h) Mariah Carey: can you signs a autograph for my friend dave?

i) Cameron Diaz: can i be your new best friend?

j) Jerry Seinfeld: eh...not worth it

k) Homer Simpson: so do u wanna adopt me for a day?

l) Bill Clinton: What were u thinking

m) Marilyn Manson: were u really the kid from the wonder years

n) Sharon Osbourne: can i live with you?

o) Mike Myers: Which austin powers movie is your favorite and why?

p) Mr Bean: hahahahaa

q) Madonna: How does it feel to be adored by millions?

r) Elvis Presely: What was the last thing you did before you dies?

s) Marilyn Monroe: o too many questions

t) Cher: how is it that you keep yourself looking so beautiful and young? god bless

u) Elton John: can you please serenade me with "your song"

v) Pamela Anderson: who is beter in bed tommy lee or kid rock?

w) Anna Nicole-Smith: do you realize how immature you are?

x) Jennifer Lopez: "what was it like kissing matthew maconaughey in "the wedding planner"?

y) John Edward: can you contact my grandma?

z) Jerry Springer: not worth my time

51.If you had the choice would you rather be Marilyn Monroe for a day,or Madonna?: Marilyn Monroe

52.If you could be any character in the Simpsons,who would you be?: krsuty the clown

53.If you could live with any celebrity,who would it be and why?:Johnny Depp

54.What in your opinion is the greatest song ever made?: there are many...

55.If you could live under the sea,or up in the clouds,where would you choose?: under the sea (like the lil mermaid!!)

56.If you punch any celebrity in the face,who would it be?: Britney spears

57.Answer just Yes (like it) or No (don't like it) for the following songs:

a) "Dirrty"-Chrstina Aguilera: Yes

b) "St Anger"-Metallica: never heard it

c) "American Life"-Madonna: eh

d) "Baby One More Time"-no

e) "Stop"-The Spice Girls: no

f) "Its My Life"-Bon Jovi: Yes!

g) "Mobscene"-Marilyn Manson: No

h) "Rock Your Body"-a lil

i) "Sing For The Moment"-YES

j) "Barenaked"-Jennifer Love Hewitt: Yes

k) "Gangsta's Paradise"-yeah

l) "Country Grammar"-Nelly: Yes

m) "Complicated"-Avril Lavigne: Yes

n) "Underneath Your Clothes"-Shakira: yes

o) "In Da Club"-50 cent: YES

p) "Through The Rain"-Mariah Carey: Yes

q) "My Heart Will Go On"-Celine Dion: Yes

r) "I Got You Babe"-Cher and Sonny: Yes

s) "All The Things She Said"-Tatu: yes

t) "Jenny From The Block"-Jennifer Lopez: yes

u) "Stole"-Kelly Rowland: eh

v) "Lose Yourself"-Eminem: YES

w) "Work It"-Missy Elliot: yes

x) "Billie Jean"-Micheal Jackson: YEP!

y) "I Can't Get You Out Of My Head"-Kylie Minogue: yes

z) "I Will Always Love You"-Whitney Houston: Yes

58.What is the one movie you wish you could memorize word for word?: zoolanser

59.If you could be a model for either a)Underwear b)Lipstick c)Perfume or d)Jeans which would you choose?: lipstick

60.Rate the following movies out of 10,and if you haven't seen them just put a 11-

a) Charlies Angels: 10

b) The Terminator: 8

c) The Mexican: 11

d) Legally Blonde: 9

e) Tomb Raider: 11

f) The Exorcist: 8

g) American Pie: 10

h) Oceans Eleven: 11

i) Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone: 11

j) The Brady Bunch Movie: 5

k) Clueless: 9

l) Scream: 9

m) Scary Movie 2: 10

n) Not Another Teen Movie: 6

o) Fast and the Furious: 10

p) Titanic: 10

q) Pearl Harbour: 10

r) Toy Story: 8

s) Shrek: 8

t) Crossroads: 0/11

u) Blair Witch Project: 5

v) Matilda: 8

w) Sister Act: 8

x) Austin Powers:International Man of Mystery: 9

y) X men: 10

z) Vanilla Sky: 11

a) There's Something About Mary: 9

b) Meet The Parents: 8

c) Zoolander: 10

d) Cruel Intentions: 10

e) I Know What You Did Last Summer: 7

f) The Sweetest Thing: 9

g) Men In Black: 7

h) Independence Day: 8

61. Type a one word opinion of the following people:

Your mother: loving

Marge Simpson: hehe

President Bush: simple-minded

Saddam Hussein: asshole

Eminem: amazing

Angelina Jolie: awesome

Mariah Carey: talented

The Osbournes: hysterical

Pamela Anderson: ugh

Will Smith: horrific

Brad Pitt: cute

Geri Halliwell: old

The Queen of England: aw

Oscar the Grouch: chill

Cher: BEAUTIFUL

Eddie Murphy: eh

Bill Clinton: way cool

Jerry Springer: horrible

Ned Flanders: ??

Cartman from South Park: awesome

Al Bundy ("Married With Children"): haha

Greg Brady: stupid

The American Idol: terrible! notnearlyasgoodasclay

62.Whats your opinion on:

HIV/AIDS: that is so scary...hopefully one day there can be a cure...

War: A waste of time, money, and life.

Australia: so cool!! they have awesome aaccents and are really nice! i know some people from australia!

Homosexuality: please half of my friends are gay...i totally accept and am totally comtorable with being around gay people. i think that there is absolutely nothing wrong with it.

Religion: i am catholic...and yet i disagree with some of our "beliefs"

Beauty: beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Murder: scary...

Suicide: its sad to think that some people feel so helpless and so depressed that they resort to taking their own lives

Love: no such thing!.

Poverty: it disgusts me that there is even poverty in this world...the united states has so much excess food...maybe if americans ate regular sized portions and didnt stuff themselves...we could give to other countries. not to mention all the excess material superficial stuff we have. i mean in america we have cell phones and computers while in zimbabwe they don't even have sanitary drinking water or a house. i'm not saying that we cause poverty and famine...but we sure dont help the situation much.

Famine: see above answer

Sex before marriage: oh man steve i cant even believe you wrote that sex isnt special...well thats a typical guy for ya...i think that if you truely love someone and you have been going out for a lloonngg time...then having sex is not something that should be frowned upon. sex is a very special thing that should be shared with someone extremely special.

Porn Stars: wow...

Theft: eh

Eating disorders: scary...my friend almost died from aorexia/bulemia

Abortion: i am absolutely pro-choice

Rape: disgusting

Violence: not the answer

Cancer: a horrible disease...i lost my grandma to it.

TV: i like to watch my shows when i have free time (will & grace, real world, road rules,conan o brien, snl, queer eye for the straight guy, friends)

Celebrities: well it depends on what celebrities because there are many untalented and fake celebrities that i would like to slap. *coughbritneyspearescough*

Hollywood: superficial

Friends: i love friends...i am a people person...i am happiest when i am surrounded by people

Family: ya cant live with em, ya cant live without em

63.When you see old people with wrinkly skin and gray hair,do you fear ageing?: yes

64.If you could create the ultimate theme park,what would you call it,where would you want it to be,and what type of rides would you have in it?: it would consist of extrmem things like stuff that they do on road rules.

65.Have you ever been on a rollercoaster,and felt your safety harness loosening?: no...that would be so scary!
66.If you went to a fortune teller,what would you want to know about the future or the present?: The future

67.Do you believe in God? Do you think God is male or female,or both?: yes and god is a big black woman!!!

68.Whats more appealing,lying on the beach on a hot summers day,with the sound of the ocean crashing,or lying in front of a fireplace on a cold winters night?: fireplace with someone you love...aww

69.If you made a song,would it be a slow ballad,an r and b hip hop tune,rap,dance,upbeat or easy listening?: slow ballad

70.What is your all time favourite quote?: With any part you play, there is a certain amount of yourself in it. There has to be, otherwise it's just not acting. It's lying."-Johnny Depp (not my all time favorite...but its a good quote!)

71.Who inspires you?: everything and everyone i encounter

72.Do you believe your dreams have significance?: when youre sleeping? yes

73.What can you tell from a person,just by looking at them? What feature gives away their personality in your opinion?: their eyes...most definitely

74.If you could be a character in any tv show,which tv show would you choose?: well i already am grace from "will & grace"

75.If a friend you've known for a long time,and like a lot,asked you to go out with them,would you turn them down?: depends

76.What body part do you sometimes take for granted?: it depends...like when i see a person in a wheelchair i realize how i take my legs for granted.

77.If you were diagnosed with a treatable cancer,would you fight for your life,or would you crumble,and let the illness defeat you?: I would definately fight for my life!

78.Are you confident when getting up and speaking in front of a crowd?: yup

79.Would you like to be celebrity,if it meant constantly having to watch what you say,and what you do,and have your privacy taken from you. Is it really worth it?: it is a tough life and not as glamorous as they make it out to be.

80.Would you like your friends to fill out this survey?: Yes

weird

Mon, 18 Aug 2003 00:46:07 GMT

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just in case you didnt know...johnny depp is my OBSESSION and somehow he ended up being my husband in this little quizie. How weird!?!? its just simply meant to be!!! :-)

oh you got it allison...you got it RAW!!

Thu, 24 Jul 2003 21:30:07 GMT

You're Holly Golightly, the classic party girl and
drunk!

Which Audrey Hepburn are you?
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You are Belle, from The Beauty and the Beast. Many
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So what? You have yourself and your family and
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What Animated Disney Woman are you?
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woowoo

Wed, 23 Jul 2003 05:42:05 GMT

You Are Sam From "Benny & Joon."

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oh man

Sun, 13 Jul 2003 06:53:06 GMT

WHAT A NIGHT!

bwahahahhaha

Sun, 06 Jul 2003 22:54:37 GMT

Will Rhiannon Survive A Pit Match Against Clinton And Bush?

0% chance Bush would kill you.

0% chance Clinton would kill you.

33% chance he would sexually harass you.

100% chance you would kill them.

Enter Combat

freaky shit!

Sun, 06 Jul 2003 06:00:29 GMT

so the past few days have been eventful...

my stepbrother (aka mike's son) got married on friday.
shan and i went to the wedding. nutthin interesting happened...

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left around 5:30 and headed to jackies house...then we left to go to robert moses cuz shans dad thought that there were goin to be fireworks there...he was wrong...so we went back to jax and her neighbor called and told jax that there was a block party going on somewhere in commack and that we should find it because they were shooting off some sick fireworks...so we eventually found it...let me just tell you...it was freaken awesome!!
so afterwards we just happened to be by jax's friends house...and he just so happened to be having a party. and it just so happened that brendan and will were there...*sigh*

so anyway...it was a bunch of waldbaums kids (i swear...waldbaums is a cult!) and they were hangin out n drinking...brendan and will had on their special beer pong shirts...they are so funny...not to mention hott....
so we stayed there for a while and then we picked up steve and keith and headed over to jackies to have a lil shindig... rich came as well as brendan and will...will somehow lost brendans keys so i had to drive brendan to his house so he could get his spare. it was a very interesting ride...had some deep conversations...of course in between the convos there was brendan yelling at stop signs, molesting tinkerbell and trying o show a bunch of peole "his junk"
so we went back to jax's and went swimmin and such. fun nite...didnt get to sleep till 3:30...got up at 9...got ready for work...not fun

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anywho i worked 11-7 today
after work i picked up shannon and went home to get all gussied up for "the big night" my friend sandy decided that she wanted to take me to a strip club for my graduation...so me, shan, sandy, sam, joya, autumn and 2 other girls went over to escapes... at first i didnt know if i was gonna have fun because i didnt know 4 of the girls...but they were cool...so it worked out... i had to pretend that i left my liscense at home because the club was 18 and over...so i was like "guys hold up...i cant find my liscense" so after a minute of me "frantically searching" for my liscense...they let me in...i told them that i was born in '83...hehe

omg...never seen so many hott guys in my life...wow.

took some incriminating pictures ;-) it was all good clean fun... in the beginning it was funny because the first guy was dressed like a pizza man...i was hysterically laughing...oh man...well i dont feel like getting into the whole thing...if ur interested...we'll talk.
FuN nIgHt

gonna go sleepies...

*i smell like mens cologne*
:-)
*sigh*

OH BOY!

Thu, 03 Jul 2003 05:44:20 GMT

ooo ::sidenote:: saw michael cone at graduation ( he was one of the teachers helping out)
before graduation shannon and i were walking towards the gym and he was infront of us...and he recognized my voice so he turned around and i was like "you cant see me yet!!" ( iwas in a cap and gown) so i was like pertending to cover myself up...so he started laughing and he was like "well it's not like your a bride getting ready to get married and i'm the groom" and he walked away so then i turned to shan and i was like "omg...he definitely wants to marry me...he practically asked me flat out" and then i like yelled "i doooooooooooo!!!!" it was funny

then after i got my diploma i was walking down the aisle and somehow he ended up next to me and he like squeezed my shoulder and was like "congratulations rhe" i was like "ugh!!!"

then after the ceremony i saw him...so i went over to say goodbye and he hugged me and kissed me on the cheek...and i melted...right there...in the middle of 2,000 people...i was on cloud nine!!
OH MAN...I REALLY WISH THAT HE WAS 15 YEARS YOUNGER!! THAT WOULD MAKE HIM 20...OH WELL...i gotta find me a boy my age...no use wishing that he was younger...it aint gonna happen...

and i came to a sad realization the other day...
i get along with my friends boyfriends so well...and yet i dont have boyfriend of my own...like all of my friends boyfriends get along so well with me and we hit it off...in a platonic sort of way...its just ridiculous...

pour some sugar on me

Thu, 03 Jul 2003 05:30:16 GMT

Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?

yeah...havent updated in a lloonngg time...well lets see...to recap the past few weeks have been awesome...
had a party at jackie devivos...met some really cool guys (will, hess, marshal, brendan) had lots o fun!
highlights of the night:
Negative!!!!
Affirmative!
10-4!
Cabeza!
What does jackie chan order when he goes into burger king? A WHOPPA!!!!!!
random moments:
shannon and i leaving the party with marshall, brendan and will and ending up at hess's house...then going to the waldbaums shopping center (those damn waldbaums kids)
marshalls car getting peed on... hahahahha
brendan breaking marshalls phone...and will and i trying to fix it
good times good times

took shan to get her tounge pierced! :-)

then we have prom...amazing...had so much fun (i love andrew! :-))
post prom kicked ass- went to a karaoke/sushi bar in the soho area...got back around 5 a.m. ..slept at kims...went to robert moses the next day...

graduation was cool...kinda sad...all in all it was a krazy week!
within the past 7 days i have been to the beach 5 times!

2nite i went to port jeff with rich, kris and shan...i saw jackie, heather and vin there!!!!! i was so happy!!!! we went to the playground with them and chilled...had some interesting conversations....

as of right now...my life kicks ass!!!

(bought a guns n roses cd today!!! I <3 Axl Rose )

hehe

Wed, 25 Jun 2003 05:37:02 GMT

TalktoMeNow59: fuck meeeeeeeeee yay im so happy
XPoof13x: hehe me ttttttttttttoooooooooooo!!
XPoof13x: :-D
TalktoMeNow59: ok. so pics at stacey blair's -> prom. in. someone's car? then prom -> then in to liz' limo to the city. -> back into the limo after the city to liz's house or kim's to sleep?
XPoof13x: yup!
TalktoMeNow59: ok, rhiannon, now im SO excited
XPoof13x: me too!!
TalktoMeNow59: yay
TalktoMeNow59: so i got a tux
TalktoMeNow59: :check:
XPoof13x: god- i am so happy
XPoof13x: yay!
TalktoMeNow59: got you a corsage
TalktoMeNow59: :check:
TalktoMeNow59: um...now all that is left is the prom
TalktoMeNow59: and hot sex
XPoof13x: oh baby
TalktoMeNow59: we'll tie zac up and bring him along
TalktoMeNow59: just for the hell of it
TalktoMeNow59: bastard
TalktoMeNow59: ;-)
XPoof13x: haha
XPoof13x: prom is going to be aweso!me
TalktoMeNow59: so awesome you put an extra exclaimation point in aweso!me!
XPoof13x: so awesome that it deserves an exclamation mark right in the middle of the word
XPoof13x: lol
TalktoMeNow59: HA!
TalktoMeNow59: ;-)

wahwah

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here's to the night...

Sat, 14 Jun 2003 04:53:20 GMT

so today was the last day of my high school career...:'-(
not fun...
i cried 1st, 2nd, 6th,7th and 9th...
highlight of the day- having michael cone sign my yearbook (my hot teacher)
9th period was senior countdown...i was doing so good until the last 10 seconds...i started hysterically crying...the best part-i was making other people cry.
and then everyone started hugging eachother.l..which made me cry harder.
and then i ended up hugging people that i used to be friends with... like fatima...in 9th we were so close and then 10th we didnt really talk, the 11th we were friends again and then this year we didnt talk.i saw her out of the corner of my eye and she was looking at me so i went over and we started hugging and crying...omg it was so emotional.

so then we were deciding what we wanted to do tonight, so kim and i cleaned out our gym and regular lockers.

so then kim stevie and i (3 musketeers!!) decided that we were gonna hit up ralphs.

after that i went home and watched me sum hercules (shan bought it 4 me!) and waited till sandy got off work.
around 5 sandy and i drove to aryannas ( a dress boutique) and i found my dress!! and it's beautiful! and i feel like a princess in it!
so after we got some chinese and then we went our separate ways.

so then i headed over to cathrines where kim, cait, andrew, eric, dave, coll, stevie, matt, ian, sandy (dif person) were chillen...we had mad fun...andrew is so excited...which makes me excited!

and now i am exhausted...emotional day..
love 2 my friends!
xoxo
class of 2003... i <3 u!

stevie, kim and i (the 3 musketeers!)haha

let music never die in me...

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 02:02:44 GMT

oh man
so today i had my senior bbq...no tears yet...good times...signed a bunch of yearbooks!

Then stevie came back to my house to change into our dresses for our last high school concert!

oh man...that was so sad...

every spring concert we perform this one song...i forgot the name..shit...anyway and its usually like he seniors "good bye" and during the song stevie and i were holding hands and after it ended i burst into tears as did every other senior...oh man

i am NOT looking forward to friday...not at all.

*sigh*

oh boy

Fri, 06 Jun 2003 20:52:33 GMT

we got our yearbooks today.
we have 5 days left
32 hours and 30 minutes
nope i'm not upset...not at al...
*excuse me* sniffsniff

god i am going to miss high school!!!!

i know that change is good...but then why am i feeling so sad?

i may never see some of these people ever again...people that i have grown up with...i just don't want it to be over yet...

i remember saying back when i was a sophmore that i couldnt wait to graduate and leave the god forsaken school.

but then i made friends

and i got involved in thespian troupe 2035

and i started enjoying school

as crazy as it sounds

and everyone is leaving me.

shannon...my bestest friend ever...not even she is like family...ever since she has moved here in 8th grade she has been just around the corner. a person who could finish my sentences and know exactly what i was thinking without me having to say a word. and now shes going to oswego

Rich...another one of my best friends...going to freakin san francisco

and i get to watch as most of my friends go upstate while i stay here on the island

and everyone says that you will keep in touch witht he people who truely are your friends...

but i dont know about that

i am so bad at keeping in touch

i barely call people as it is

oohh so much to think about

to much to worry about...

i wish i could go back to the beginning of this year...i definitely took things for granted

i remember thinking that the school year would never end...and now here i am- june 6...

The finish line is almost here
and someone softly whispers in my ear
times like these are memories
to hold deep down inside of you and me

class of '03
i love all of you

AmAzInG

Thu, 05 Jun 2003 03:03:51 GMT

ugh...i love my highschool...i dont ever wanna leave...
so earlier this evening i was trying to decide if i wanted to go to the acoustic cafe...so i'm online and everyone has their away mesages upon and they allsay "acoustic cafe" so i'm like...i hafta go!!
so i call shan up at 7:30 and i'm like doya wanna go? so i go pick her up and we get there 45 minutes late...i heard that we didnt miss much...

everyone was there! it was so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rico sand while matt(dressed in a coconut bra and grass skirt)played the tambourine...
matt walsh sang some eminem...
some kids covered r kellys remix song
andrew read some amazing poetry!!!!yay!!! he is so wonderful!!
dec84 performed...*heart stopped beating* ugh so freaken amazing!
then i spotted zac! yay! didnt expect 2 see him there...

i went over to talk to ian and andrew for a little bit...andrew complemented my boobs...andrew ian and eric decided that my right boob is a lil bigger then my left...yeah...

shelbi and rhiannons new inside joke: UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:-)

then i talked to zac and hes like "what time did u get here...i didnt see u earlier" and i was like "what time is it now?" and hes like "a quarter to 9" and im like "yeah i got here 45 minutes ago"
it was such a funni/random convo...ya had to be there...

oh i forgot to mention that deidre sang...and was AMAZING

oh and now my school is obssesed with steve mecca...haha

yay me and kat are havin a girls night on friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyones away messages as of 11:00 pm:
c2theizzo25: acoustic cafe
singinfool008: *acoustic cafe*
piano61485: congratulations to all of the performers who took part in Acoustic Cafe.. You were awesome :-D
mythril flame: Man, best acoustic cafe ever (even though it's the only one I've gone to).Amazing. Absolutely amazing.
theotherpasco: tired after watching a long acoustic cafe..
talktomenow59: acoustic cafe
celtichick47: Acoustic cafe...Be there

*sigh*
life is only as good as the memories we make

woohoo

Tue, 03 Jun 2003 13:32:40 GMT

yeah...so i am in the library right now...i had to go to an awards breakfast last period. My parents came to see me. I was awarded for being active in school activities or something like that...it was pretty much all smart kids. like steve melendez who received 5 awards for like math, science, german, and a bunch of other things...i was like "yeah well i'm active in school activities...so take that!"lol

oh i forgot to congratulate zac on winning the election!!
he will be the best president ever!
yay!

but yeah...moving on...next period i have pig...that should prove interesting.

tonight is vals recital...yay for her!

the custodians are in the library and they are really loud

oh and i just have to say when eric, jon and dave sing the solos in "mata del anima sola" *sigh* how amazing!!

well im gonna go...oh man mr. holtzman just walked by and da-da-da-da damn!!!!!!!!! he has a nice a$$!!!